hamletsinsanity

I haven't been on here in BEYOND an age and a half. I miss Livejournal and the keeping up with lauren. Semi-keeping up with serge. Sorta. I'm bad with the keeping  up with....if you haven't noticed by now.

I am currently not attending school due to money but am working at a Flower shop which seems to be working 'fairly' well for now.  Um...nothing outstandingly intresting but that could always change in a nano-second so i'm keeping both eyes peeled for the inevitable adventure that is bound to ensue.  Right now I'm at Aldo's apartment. He's cleaning and I'm stealing his internet since I can't afford it. Whee for internet.  I can't wait to make enough to get it back in my apartment. No. Seriously.
My Kitten is doing fine. He loves me and I kinda heart him back. I also got 2 Guinea Pigs.  Their quite cute and I kinda love them alot as well.  They keep me entertained. And in debt for their stinkin' litter.  But, that's ok.
I finally bought the Firefly season on DVD and it makes me giddy.  My goal for the new year is to get all my friends to see it.
Current look aheads:
Scarborough Fair (spelling may be off)
Irish Festival
Cooking a Key Lime Pie

Mom and dad are fine. So is Ed. He may or may not be up here for Valentine's Day to see his chick. Does he care that I happen to be in the same city? I'm going to go with a 'hardly'. I'm not upset, I'd do the same thing if I was him.

As for realtionship issues? Meh. Nothing. Same as always. I'm starting to seriously debate going online dating. It can't be that bad can it?  I don't know. It kinda freaks me out.  I figure I just want something....different...in my life already.  I'm so tired of the same ol' same ol' that it's driving me insane. so insane that it's.....well...insane for lack of a better word.  Perhaps a roadtrip by my lonesome or with one or two other friends is what I need. A break from the mundane, from life....i'm not nearly as depressed as this is making me sound. I guess it's more along the lines of frustration at a lack of stimulation.  Even going to the movies has now fallen into the 'eh' category.  Although supposedly another friend and I are going to start running and start trying to learn how to stakeboard. Just for fun, nothing fancy. It's something at least.

Well, that's about all I have to go with right now.
Lauren, if you're reading this....I hope you and Scott are doing mucho bueno! 

am currently in the UNT library. I should be reading but the internet is down at my place so i'm resorting to this. It's not so bad. 

Mom and dad came in for the weekend. Actually they just accompanied Eddie who came here to visit his girlfriend for her birthday.  Clearly visiting me was never a priority. *smirks*

Other than that? Not much drama. The bit that is around isn't mine. For the first time in a long time I feel like i'm actually on track and doing well in ALL my courses. This is exactly what was needed.

Other than that life stays the same.  Exactly exactly the same. No boys, no big parties, no nothin.
Most intresting thing that's about to happen? Going to see "Once More With Feeling" over in Dallas in a big ol movie theater for a friends birthday. Should be intresting.

*shrug*

Still looking for a job.  I'm goin to go to Cinemark today.  I don't care anymoe - I need a job.

I am incredibly unhappy.
I want to turn the lights off, roll into a ball on the far corner of my bed, and not get up until May.

On a MUCH happier note,
Lauren is now married.  Which is crazy!  It's beautiful and wonderful....but crazy! lol...
Had a BLAST at her wedding, took photos (which I'll eventually get around to sending out to her), and danced a good portion of the time.

 I just re-read some of this journal.  This isn't me anymore.  Well, some of it is - not all of it.  I'd delete 'em except that that was who I was. 

I'm a magnet for unavailable men, and I'm sick of it. It's simple, I love Fran, I respect her, and she loves you. So besides your tux measurements, that's all I need to know. Please go away. 


You're never gonna be Jell-O! 


The misery! The exquisite tragedy! The Susan Hayward of it all! 


Michael's chasing Kimmy? 
Yes!
You're chasing Michael?
YES! 
Who's chasing you... nobody, get it? 


And what makes you think that he has feelings for me?
The way he never touches you. 


Baby sleep, gently sleep / Life is long and love is deep. / Time will be sweet for thee / All the world to see. / Time to look around and know / How the shadows come and go, / How the breeze stirs the tree, / How the blossoms grow 


Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah, I betcha don't, you're probably too sensible for that. Or have you ever, like, seen somebody? And you knew that, if only that person *really* knew you, they would, well, they would of course dump the perfect model that they were with, and realize that YOU were the one that they wanted to, just, grow old with. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you haven't even talked to? Have you ever been so alone you spend the night confusing a man in a coma? 


Once upon a time, on the north shore of Long Island, not far from New York, there was a very, very large mansion, almost a castle. And on this very large estate lived a small girl. And life was pleasant there and very, very simple. But, then one day, the girl grew up and went beyond the walls of the grounds and found the world. 

So an update huh? Well, not too much going on in my life as of now. School has basically taken over everything. This semester i'm taking an aerobics class (i know...i know lol) but it's not too bad. I'm also taking Spanish 2320 which will transfer up to Denton as my Spanish 4 thus releaving me of 10 hours of spanish. Let's all pray that I make it through yes? Thanks. I haven't really hung out with anyone recently mostly cause of the hours that my classes are at and of course the fact that as soon as my classes are over I basically have to start studying. Today was my mid-term and while I think I did alright i'm not too sure so we'll just have to wait and see. That's about as much as I can say as of now....i'm really boring ya'll. :)

Love and Laughter Always,
~krispy

nothing to report really. Summer is trudging along. I passed my summer school courses but not with what was needed. I'm taking Spanish for the 2nd session. The units and I will be leaving to Las Vegas this coming thursday so that should be intresting.

That's 'bout it.

Sleep? Who needs sleep?! (i do)
God be with me.


~kristina

He didn't have to yell at me.